biggest thing on my mind is to quit or not, to go on line or not. I'm not satisfied My leader can be good at times. The first time I had her I asked for a transfer straight away, I felt empowered at her meetings, I no longer do. They only just logged my address and stuff on my card, she has never checked my book, I asked her with a whole pile of doubt if I'd calculated my next goal after I'd receached my 10% and she said sure, i don't think she understood me, as I've gone straight from 10% to goal have I even got the right goal? The more I read other peoples posts the more I doubt I have, and hang on aren't I paying her to help me? It seems I pay to get weighed, listen to her talk about all the chocolate she has eaten, and ask us all the chat and then I go home. The goldfish bowl isn't helping. I'm losing my battle, I'm down, how long will this last?
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crimsonwinter) wrote,
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